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so much angry and hatred......

weeeeeeeeeeoooooooooooooo

I hear the sirens again, no not the ones in my head. I'm pretty sure everyone else hears these too. More and more often I believe. Hell even last year I don't recall hearing this many ambulances. I reckon it's something that happens with a growing population. More people more issues.

The music tonight is KoRn. It's been a while since I've sat and listened to them. I've missed it.

and I've lost my muse... or have I? perhaps if I grab another beer it shall return. I wonder what I will be thinking when I read these again years from now, that being said let me check some old xangas! yeah remember that site.....

a cool June evening

And here I am again, the Mountain Goats playing. Helping to calm me... I didn't used to have the need to be calmed. I've found that I've grown more angry, hostile, and the like. For the most part I have managed to not display these emotions.... makes me wonder if I've been doing that all along. Nah, I am a cool and collected individual. With plans to burn down the world someday. Sounds pretty typical to me. Prairie Fest is here, I look forward to fucking with people.

I need someone to cancel me out...